With all the good that has happened, I will still every once in a while express frustration and anger at my Heavenly Father for things that aren't the way I want them to be. Without going into specifics, I've really asked questions about why things have to be a certain way. I often find myself day dreaming about how things could be and then shake myself with sadness that they aren't that way and never will be.
I don't have an answer as to why I experience SSA.
I can't tell you why many good people are diagnosed with cancer every day.
I can't tell you why a young mother loses her little baby girl to a deformity of the heart.
I can't tell you why the Sandy Hook Shooting happened.
Things happen in our lives an…