Consecration
All I do is school. I live in the library, and am on campus all day every day just to do shitty on exams like I did tonight. Completely bombed my physics exam... again. Studied my ass of for it. It's like I work so hard and have nothing to show for it. Exhausted and stressed all the time, and when I get free time, it's like all I want to do is sleep. What I wouldn't give to truly fall in love with a girl (be attracted to her enough to fall in love) and then marry her. To have someone to come home to at the end of these awful days. I've shed a lot of tears myself lately, just feeling like I'm working towards my goal of med school with no one to share it with but a dog. These were thoughts I was having as I returned home late tonight from another 12 plus hour day on campus. I expressed my frustrations to a wonderful friend who replied with something quite incredible that really lifted me: " She's out there. And she's probably looki...