The Silence


Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. Not a day goes by that it isn't killing me inside. 

You taught me what real true love was. I've never been able to love or be loved by someone like I did when I was with you. 

Your face still haunts me. I can hear your voice, damn I miss your voice. I still see us close together, feeling the warmth of your body, your wonderful hugs, dancing around the dark kitchen, your incredible smile. The happiness and excitement I always felt receiving your texts or talking to you on the phone. 

I'm still not over you and I honestly don't know if I ever will be. I've tried to replace you, but I just ended up hurting people because I'm still stuck on you. 

I love you. 

You lift me up and knock me down,
I'm never sure just what to feel when you're around,
I speak my heart but don't know why,
'Cause you don't never really say what's on you mind.

It's like I'm walking on broken glass,
I wanna know but I don't wanna ask.

So say you love me or say you'll leave me,
Don't let the silence do the talking,
Just say you want me or you don't need me,
Don't let the silence do the talking.

You let me in but then sometimes,
Your empty eyes just make me feel so cold inside,
When I'm with you, it's like rolling dice,
Don't know where or how you're gonna make me cry.

So say you love me or say you'll leave me,
Don't let the silence do the talking,
Just say you want me or you don't need me,
Don't let the silence do the talking.

It's killing me, the silence,
It's killing me, the silence,
The silence.

It's like I'm walking on broken glass,
If this is the end then please just make it fast.

So say you love me or say you'll leave me,
Don't let the silence do the talking,
Just say you want me or you don't need me,
Don't let the silence do the talking.

The silence, the silence, the silence,
The silence, the silence, the silence,
You lift me up and knock me down,
I'm never sure just what to feel when you're around.

Comments

  1. Wow - so powerful. So beautiful. And so something I've felt.

    I hear you.

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  2. Beautiful yet haunting.The sense of needing and longing is so strong. You have a great gift of communicating emotion. Please keep writing. You help many people I am sure. Be good to yourself.

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